SWAY ARROW....a night with a cynic

I ain't as crazy as i want u to think, but i do want u to think, not only of me but of what i bring u and what i do. i told myself i wasn't gonna do this post but something in my blog part of my brain(yes we all got one) told me it was time. as i spoke to the burning bush (not your girlfriends vagina, im sure someone has already said that blasphemous joke before) i realized it was time. this is introduction to everything wagner. yes wagner, no sway ...this is an introduction to everything sway. sway arrow to be exact my name is definitely not sway its sway arrow please confront me as together because the whole just sway part of the deal makes my overthought of name seem like its just one of those nicks. i will not say that my i.d is the illest thing i came up with but it is my alias and i bear it well and i wear it well on my scorpio scale (NOV 19 SCORPIOS STAND UP). how i got the name is a story i dont usually tell the truth on but for you guys i will lay it down straight: one day when i was younger lets say 6-7th grade i went to new york, which is where i was born but not raised so my love for it is minuscule, i was walking in around time square an ave around there i have no clue which one so don't quiz me, and i see a lady with a stroller and huge head phones on, and as she crosses the street a speeding taxi in a shape of a horse almost ran them down, there was some one next to me practicing archery and when they went to shoot the arrow i swayed it toward the car killed a man got traumatized and thought of nothing but the event thereafter, and the words of my action replayed around my head: i swayed the arrow, i swayed the arrow...so i thought ...sway arrow is I(wannabe Indian voice). so thats the lie now the real version is when i used to play for the NBA....ok ....ok...i will recover from my dominicaness some day guys...never that im platano even when i shower its jabon de cuaba so deal wit it. but i really got it around 6-7 grade when i was practicing graffiti back then. yes i started early to suck. and when i was practicing in one of my books i did an ill arrow it was like all tribal and it looked professional for my age and in graffiti letters i put sway arrow on it and i decided that would be my artistic name not for graffiti but for anything in that nature like rapping, at that age i used to write a lot of rap music. deal. but that is the honest to god truth of what happened so be privileged of being the first to kno. so that's what i used growing up in Lawrence Massachusetts home of the big and beefy and in my idea the best city in Massachusetts to be raised in. the ppl in this godforsaken place are the worst but i still love them. i mean everyone talks shit but im the only one that would say it proud where im from and not ashamed or even say that im from new york cmon ppl have some pride not too much but u get it. lawrence made me who i am ...i mean i could be better if im from Tokyo or paris but we cant have it all huh. im a wannabe writer in the sense that i dont consider myself to be a writer yet because my work is far from being published well even if it does its not ready for mass appeal and i believe that i should achieve mass appeal even though most of my idols say fuck mass appeal art is art...(yes i said it 3 times in less than 10 words bite me) when i say im a writer people ask what do u write, i write mostly crap like this but my heart is in movies, i write music, no poems anymore but some, stories, short stories, lists, and lots and lots of comments im's and text. now your saying wait a minuet i write most of those especially the last three am i a writer too ...uhhhh no because i aint even a writer member. u can become a writer in do time who am i to say ur not one u most likely are, shit something about urself in a excerpt about me wooohooo. my writing is what keeps me sane or gives me an artists purpose event though i wanna do all of it dance draw paint movies music ....allll of itttt. if it isnt writing then i will prob be a photographer cusz i love that ishhh. but my true passion is in movies. i want to write and direct my own movies in order to create my vision in the way i see it. i see about 3 movies a day u can ask anybody seriously . movie nights at my house every tuesdays so come baring gifts (mainly popcorn). i honestly dont have a top ten of all time but if u break it down like genre then i prob will answer. old faves definitely the warriors, dawn of the dead, goonies, and clockwork orange many others believe me. new faves is like trilogies like matrix lord of the rings sin city grind house city of god i love everything mannnng. i especially love women. i think most of my downfall come from the opposite sex. this spiecies of great beauty and wonder is what i base most of my work on ...if i were to paint all i would paint is them and when i play video games i always pick the girl just so i can see theyre ass shaking oooo yeah, yup im an ass man, but...but my friend i LOVE white women....ooo baby are they hot just too name a few which most of u kno i already do is katy perry, LC, Scarlett johansson, and of course Jessica Alba (even if shes have Mexican) blonds do it for me but real black hair pale white and tattoos turn me the fuck on . now i gotta show love for my black women because i got a strange obsession with them, not for the obvious reason (D'ass) but for there simple aura idk. for example lauren london ooo baby keri hilson, carrie washington yes. i do like Hispanics but i cant date them ...too much for me w.e u guys say but no way jose(who is this jose anyways and why are the always denying him poor chump). ok music makes my heart the comercial shape. i listen to anything my ear gets comfortable and depending on the mood ...im a big electro fan for now but hip hop is my core love. i want to learn how to play instruments and i want to be a vocalist for a band and i definitely want to rap more but hopefully in do time i can get started. music is actually my fuel and if another country is gonna raise the price then im going to war with them to get back my oil even if i have to kill children in the process through ares (my downloader of choice thank u very much.) im in fts by birth not by choice but if i had a choice i would still choose fts because i trully believe we are making a different perspective in how ppl view a bunch of friends and family. fts to me means flava talent squad, fear the squirrel, find the scissors, fuck true shit, fuck that shit, fine true superiors(my fave), finish the sentence, finagel terrible sanity ooo yes the list goes on. and for the future i plan to get alot of like minded ppl just learning and contributing together and we will survive a stride to proper...love and god bless all of u PEACE(as in no conflict not as in an exit)